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Being unemployed is hard work

I've not been unemployed for at least 10 years. There were a couple of weeks when I moved back to Australia in 1999 when I didn't have a job, and a few weeks when I had to withdraw from university in my first year, back in 1995, but other than that, I've always had a job (I haven't always been paid, but I've always had a job).

I certainly didn't plan to be unemployed at this stage in my life, and as I had only been getting paid for my last job for 6 weeks, after two and a half years as a full-time volunteer, I am definitely not in any financial state to be jobless.

I had already planned to take a week's break after finishing up at CH, which is just as well, considering what else has been happening, so I've only been jobseeking for a week so far.

I had been hoping to find some casual, straightforward work, to fill my time and pay my rent, but without any stress or sleepless nights as a result. However, many options are closed to me now: bartending, waitressing - anything involving food preparation - checkout operating (apparently) and suchlike. So I have to go straight to finding a "proper" job, and that's quite labour-intensive.

I find addressing selection criteria really arduous. I find it hard to explain why I'm good at something, and agonise over the wording, the style, the length/brevity of my answers. My success-rate is almost zero. I've applied for a number of other jobs over the years, but had very few interviews. I've never progressed to the interview stage for a government job.

So, it's been a busy time for me, since I left my job, and a week into my search for employment I've already been turned down for two jobs. When I registered with a temp agency yesterday (which involved getting completely drenched on the way to the meeting (I went via ferry into the city), and three hours of forms, interview and computer testing), I was told that part-time temp work is extremely rare , so not to hold my breath (I also struggled with the testing, as I'm out of practice using MS Office, having been using OpenOffice almost exclusively for the past 5 years at least). My best bet is to sit by the phone at 7.30am each morning for emergency cover calls.

Then today I signed back onto the Dole, and although I left my last job voluntarily, it's been judged by Centrelink that I had sufficient reason for resigning that I don't have to wait the usual two months before qualifying for jobseeker's allowance. Phew. I was a bit worried about that, I have to admit.

However, I also have to "contact" five employers a week in order to remain qualified. Fortunately, this doesn't mean I necessarily have to submit five job applications a week, but have to at least be making enquiries (eg about their wheelchair access. I know from experience that employers are very reluctant to make workplace modifications, so if the office isn't already accessible, there's no point applying). So I will be spending my time looking at job ads, calling up about them, writing job applications, and carefully filing the rejection letters.

Sounds like fun, doesn't it?!

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  1. It's hard finding work. I'm trying something new now that my kids are getting older. It's okay so far, but I hope it brings in more money as the time goes on. Otherwise I'll be doing like you, visiting Centrelink.

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